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Sunday, February 03, 2008

a letter from God:


My Child...


You may not know me, but I know everything about you. Psalm 139:1

I know when you sit down and when you rise up. Psalm 139:2

I am familiar with all your ways. Psalm 139:3

Even the very hairs on your head are numbered. Matthew 10:29-31

For you were made in my image. Genesis 1:27

In me you live and move and have your being. Acts 17:28

For you are my offspring. Acts 17:28

I knew you even before you were conceived. Jeremiah 1:4-5

I chose you when I planned creation. Ephesians 1:11-12

You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book. Psalm 139:15-16

I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live. Acts 17:26

You are fearfully and wonderfully made. Psalm 139:14

I knit you together in your mother's womb. Psalm 139:13

And brought you forth on the day you were born. Psalm 71:6

I have been misrepresented by those who don't know me. John 8:41-44

I am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression of love. 1 John 4:16

And it is my desire to lavish my love on you. 1 John 3:1

Simply because you are my child and I am your Father. 1 John 3:1

I offer you more than your earthly father ever could. Matthew 7:11

For I am the perfect father. Matthew 5:48

Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand. James 1:17

For I am your provider and I meet all your needs. Matthew 6:31-33

My plan for your future has always been filled with hope. Jeremiah 29:11

Because I love you with an everlasting love. Jeremiah 31:3

My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore. Psalms 139:17-18

And I rejoice over you with singing. Zephaniah 3:17

I will never stop doing good to you. Jeremiah 32:40

For you are my treasured possession. Exodus 19:5

I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul. Jeremiah 32:41

And I want to show you great and marvelous things. Jeremiah 33:3

If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me. Deuteronomy 4:29

Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart. Psalm 37:4

For it is I who gave you those desires. Philippians 2:13

I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine. Ephesians 3:20

For I am your greatest encourager. 2 Thessalonians 2:16-17

I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles. 2 Corinthians 1:3-4

When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you. Psalm 34:18

As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart. Isaiah 40:11

One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes. Revelation 21:3-4

And I'll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth. Revelation 21:3-4

I am your Father, and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus. John 17:23

For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed. John 17:26

He is the exact representation of my being. Hebrews 1:3

He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you. Romans 8:31

And to tell you that I am not counting your sins. 2 Corinthians 5:18-19

Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled. 2 Corinthians 5:18-19

His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you. 1 John 4:10

I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love. Romans 8:31-32

If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive me. 1 John 2:23

And nothing will ever separate you from my love again. Romans 8:38-39

Come home and I'll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen. Luke 15:7

I have always been Father, and will always be Father. Ephesians 3:14-15

My question is…Will you be my child? John 1:12-13

I am waiting for you. Luke 15:11-32


Saturday, February 02, 2008



breaking news.

kandice might be at a uw near you.
it was a 50/50, slowly progressed to a 60/40, and now it's somewhere around 70/30.

i love what i have here;
the friends, the sun, britney spears...
but is it really worth 40k a year?
especially for the same education.

i'm applying fall qtr 08, but the verdict?
we'll see.

i miss you guys!





Saturday, December 01, 2007

so its near 9 pm, i'm outside of royce hall, and ucla lost to suc. usc. FUSC. today is a somber day.

i remember being so excited to leave everything behind in seattle...and start fresh in cali. in more than a handful of ways, i accomplished just that. i've met lots of people, done lots of things, and learned so much.

i remember promising myself that i would never live in seattle. now i know i'm moving back home.

i remember being bored with all the friends i had. and now, i know that i want them to be around for a lifetime.

and i remember wanting to get away from my family. but now, there is nothing more that i want in this world than a simple dinner with my mom, dad, sister, and brother.

it's a lot of little things.
and it's always going to be those little things.


to me, God is a preconceived notion, someone in this holy black box of judgement and wrath, and something i don't really want to grasp anymore. i find most christian people condescending and disheartening and optimistic to a point of ignorance. but those are the exceptions. i always look to the exceptions. i need to stop that, it's a bad habit.

but somehow, i know that this God guy will always be a part of me and always be there for me. i'm not sure if he's the same one that millions of people in the world look to, but that's okay.

december 14th - last final yayyy!
december 15th - home sweet home!
december 23rd - alaska to dad's hotel :)
january 1st - home sweet home!
january 6th - ucla


Monday, August 06, 2007

 

 

alice unnie
you changed your number or something because this guy named brett kept picking up!!! gimme your number cause i miss you :(

ucla's orientation was crazy fun. i am soooooooo excited to be a bruin...and anthony chung, USC/SUC; same thing. mwahahaha.

i'm back home. finally. but plans have changed and now i'm heading up to alaska to work at my dad's hotel for a few weeks. then i think i have a week or two back home. then i go to cali for school :( it's so weird that i'm heading off to college already!! i don't feel anything near a college student...well, hopefully i can meet up with all the hyungjae kids before i leave. i kinda just dissapeared into thin air without notice...and haven't seen you guys in ages. 

 

 


Monday, July 23, 2007



hellooo everyone
or whoever is left
in the world of xanga

currently in the bay area, CA
heading down to so-cal tomorrow for the ucla orientation

two days before heading down to cali
i came back from europe (21 days)
it was...outrageously fun, chaotic, stressful, inspiring, invigorating

let's just say that
i pretty much miss home :(

I AM SO FREAKING EXCITED
FOR HARRY POTTER
DON'T RUIN THE BOOK FOR ME

i heart the bay area:
sarah connie (wifey's) jackie grace (fellow druggies) jinnyi jinnah chris (naru-tard) sam brian i&m dandy jLee noah (nawww wtff??) jonathan (aka mr wong) kevin (serenade-er) brian and esp my favs john's cousins DANIEL & ALEX (girls aren't demons and i am not a demon lady)





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